an update.

Jan 30, 2013

Although things in my life have changed more than I would have thought in the beginning of this year, I will start the year off in my new life and embrace everything it has to offer.

I have been doing really well and I appreciate all of the help from my family and friends who care about me so much. My support system is more than amazing and I can not put into words how much I love them. Overall, I have been moving on with my life and dealing with it the best way I can. School began last week and it is in full swing right now! Already a few papers due, assignments, quizzes.. the works. It keeps me busy and I love my classes. Really! Why? Because I love the people in them, I love the friends I have in those classes and we all have a blast goofing off and talking, working together; all that jazz. Most of us will be graduating together and it. is. AWESOME. It's like high school graduation where you actually know the people you are graduating with. I can not wait.

The other aspect of my life? Well, let's say we haven't spoken and as much as it hurts I know that space is the best thing for the both of us right now. I don't believe in giving up so easily, but I don't plan on chasing after someone who won't give me the time of day. I am here, I made my peace, and time will only tell. I am a completely different person than who I was before I met him and I love him for that, I love the person I am and how much he helped me to become who I am. There is no grudge and no malice. I appreciate everything for what it is and, like I said, time will tell.

I really really really want to post pictures of Thailand, but at the moment I do not have time to edit pictures and upload them so it will have to wait. Project Life has been put on the back burner. I do not want to finish the end of last year at the moment, I am not ready to look at those pictures of us. I am taking Project Life in a different approach this year, or at least until I graduate.. I will be doing it on a monthly basis, not weekly. I just don't have the time for it (I also need to buy ink).

All is well over here. I hope the same goes for all of you and you enjoy the winter months!


  1. I'm glad you have a great support system, and goals and things to keep you busy. I am sorry about the loss of a relationship, I know how tough that can be. I would just tell myself "their rejection is God's/Universes protection" (whatever you believe). I'm sure some days are easier than others, but fortunately every month it gets easier, & a year from now it'll just be *shrug*, his loss.

  2. I'm not the best at articulating emotion, but this girl rocks, thought you may like this post as a little pick me up <3

    1. seriously, you made me night with that!
      that is the best post ever thank you so so much for showing it to me :)
      i love internet friends! haha

    2. <333 Well I just feel so bad that you have to deal with this. and you are most welcome.

  3. Oh Sammy, I had no idea that this had happened. I'm so sorry. It is always heartbreaking when a relationship ends. I am thinking of you and sending you a big virtual hug through blogland.
    Take care,
    Ronnie xo


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