music heals the soul

It's been the longest winter without you,
I didn't know where to turn to.
See, somehow I can't forget you,
After all that we've been through.

Going, coming... thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know

If you didn't notice, boy, you mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV,
Without something there that would remind me
It wasn't all that easy
To just put aside your feelings.
If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie,
Hurt my feelings

But that's the path
I believe in,
And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice, well
You mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to, ooooooh
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be.
No matter how hard it is,
I'll be fine without you, yes I will.

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too ohhhh
It'll all get better in time ooooh
And even though I really love you
I wanna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time, woah

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeahh
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to


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I think music has gotten me through all of this so much faster. I love finding songs that just speak to me. That someone knows what it felt like and can make it sound so much better after it all.

School has been busier than I ever imagined it would be. A paper every week. Not just one, sometimes two. A few journals, forums to discuss, more and more.. when will it stop?! Although I looked at the Convocation Ceremony and seriously, it's 3 months away. THREE MONTHS. I will be able to add a Masters to my resume! HOLY CRAP. I am doing amazing things with my life and will continue even more after I am finished with school.

This past weekend was amazing. I was able to watch my best friend get married. I was able to sign their wedding license as one of the witnesses. I can not even being to explain how awesome that was. I will be posting pictures soon, most of them are already edited on my FB but I can't wait to finish all of them. It was amazing to see her and be with her. Having a breakdown with her there is better than with anyone else. She knows exactly what to say and do to help me get through all of this. John, her husband, was also really supportive. I am really really happy for the two of them.


Moving right along..