how old is your soul?

That is my week in a nutshell.

Memorial Day weekend was last week but since I didn't really get to see much of Steve this past weekend I thought a picture would still be good. He looks so handsome, but that really is nothing new to me or most people who see him. Those blue eyes make me melt.

As for the weekend, I headed to South Jersey with Priscilla late Saturday afternoon and it was nothing short of fun. We spent a roomies weekend together and I think it was much needed for the both of us. John is away for the next 3 weeks for Special Forces training and won't be able to talk to her for the time he is away and I know she needs to keep her mind occupied. That's where I come in! :) We spent the early afternoon saying good-bye to my brother who came to visit from Boston, he was headed to a wedding but spent some time with me Friday night! It's nice to see him every once in a while. Priscilla and I went to lunch at the Cheesecake Factory and got to sit outside in the wonderful weather! It was awesome. We saw Snow White & the Huntsman, love love loved it. Yes, some people are biased against Kristen Stewart but I enjoyed the movie still! We hung out with my friends playing corn hole, drinking, and eating. We won a game! WOO HOO. I love spending time with my new friends and old friends, it makes me see how much we have all grown.. I can bring my past with my future. And even though Fifa looks absolutely adorable in this picture, she later proceeded to attack Milo very aggressively, that poor dog was screaming his head off. She is so bad sometimes, I had to grip her by the neck and leash her because she kept going after him.

Sunday morning = BEACH. Life's a beach and I'm just playing in the sand.
Yes. It was a beau-ti-ful day outside! So perfect. We didn't expect it to be that nice because the weatherman never seems to know what's going on. But the two of us enjoyed the sun, sand, and tanning. No sunblock, we both didn't have any, no burns. My face is a little rosy today but not nearly as bad as some people may get. I can't wait to go again. It was a fantastic roomie weekend. I am going to miss her so much when she leaves, I don't even want to think about it. She is my rock and I am going to be lost without her here.

And in other news, Steve is the most wonderful person to me. We have had our ups and downs the past week but he still sticks by me, even in my craziest of moments. Tears and sobbing, he knows how to tell me he loves me and make me understand that he won't go anywhere.. that no matter what, we are worth it. He makes my heart melt and makes me crazy all at the same time, but that's love. He is love. I can't imagine spending my life with anyone else, he understands me so well, even if I say things I don't mean. He brings me back to reality and shows me we will make it through it.


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I will have this song on repeat tonight because it's exactly how I am feeling and if I could pick a song that Steve embodies, it would be this song.. because he will never give up even if it gets rough and I won't either.