dear someone

Dear Someones,

There are those people in your life that effect you, deeply effect who you have become and what your decisions are in the future. You may never think of me, but you all cross my mind.

I have grown into the type of person who gives second chances for the sake of life.

Life is too short to worry about the petty things of the past.
Life is too short to dwell on what happened so many months and years ago.

So here I stand, giving myself the second chance to believe people are good to each other.. that when you say you love someone, that you truly love someone, you care. You care about their well-being and their happiness. Maybe it's because I am the type of person I am and I don't want the negativity in my life, but I am sorry. Sorry to the person I hurt with words because I was torn. Sorry to the person who made me that crazy girl so long ago. Sorry to the girl I was for not taking the time to think about what I was doing or saying at that moment.

I sat with a friend.
She explained to me how she still felt her high school boyfriend (who is now married) was the person for her. That if anything were to happen to his marriage (not that she wanted it to), somehow they would reunite because they had something there. Something that felt like it belonged.

I don't feel that way. About anyone.
So maybe what I've felt isn't really love, but the road to what it will be like one day.

But I am happy.
Here is my second chance to be me, alone.
There is yours. The door is open to say hello.



Sincerely,
Sammy




P.S. I hope you are as happy as me.