rewrite this story

Someone tell me when
I can start again
And rewrite this story
How long can I stay
Lost without a way to rewrite
I wish I could rewrite this story 

I have had a few songs from the SMASH cast on repeat the last week or so and this is one song I love.
Rewriting my story to fit the life I want to live and the person I want to become.

After reading this post from This American Girl it was just more inspiration. I love her blog, it really is so inspirational and has helped me in more ways than one to move on from the pain. I am exactly who I want to be and know that within the next year I will be exactly where I want to be, on my own. I believe that I am capable of so many things and do not need someone else to be with me in order to follow my dreams. Although at one point it was our dream, it is now my own and I will embrace it alone. I do not need someone who will abandon me the way he did or treat me in such a negative way. I will not be stuck, not like him.

These past four months have been a roller coaster of emotion and I have finally moved on to a better place.

I am happy.
I am free.

I am okay without you.

And I never thought I would get there. I never thought I could be okay without the one person I thought I would spend my life with. It came crashing down and I was able to pick up the pieces. My friends were there to lift me up when I was left alone and broken. I am so very grateful to those people.

Now it is time to write my story the way I want it to be written.
It is time to be my own person and not let the past of my broken heart and memories of you hold me back.